End of an Era
There comes a point in our journey where we decide to own who the fuck we are!
Whether there are still triggers, healing work, shadows to face.
There’s a point where we accept our magnificence, wart’s and all, shining, radiating, unapologetically like the Divine Being that we are.
No more chasing outside of ourselves for the answers.
We finally realize all that I’ve been seeking, the love, the validation, the wisdom, It’s here. Within me.
It can feel like an endless seeking, searching, healing assignment. That we willingly go round and round on the merry go round of lies OR we can step back.
We can hop off the wheel and decide to be here in this present moment.
This point on our journey perhaps may take us many attempts, daily, hourly, to be present with our reality.
As someone who experienced over 30 years of physical, sexual, mental, emotional abuse, it took me quite an amount of digging to find the peace I had been searching for.
There are still moments where I am triggered and tempted to go back to old ways, old habits, old beliefs that have kept me small, terrified and complaint.
I take a deep breath, I reset, I process, allowing whatever emotions, triggers to surface and I surrender to the flow of that moment.
The work that I have invested in myself, the healers, the narcissists, the trauma I’ve gone through are all experiences I chose to have.
I am here to be a living, breathing example of what life can be like.
That we do not need to continuously go round and round in the loops, we can break the fucking wheel!
We can stop our own suffering.
It’s all a choice! In any given moment it is a choice to thrive and expand or live in survival mode.
It’s a choice to speak our truth or lie to ourselves and others.
It’s a choice to react out of fear, shame, guilt, from our deepest wounds.
It’s all a choice!
And when you realize how powerful you are. How you have created the very world you are living in, you begin to make different choices! You can see that there are different paths opening for you!
They have been there all along.
You may have been too scared to see them, allowed your pain to mask the truth.
The doors are open, the path is illuminated before you with every choice that you make.
What do you choose?
What is this New Earth you long to create?
It’s already here, you are already all that you are, and all that you ever will be, it’s all right there within you.
Love and blessings,
Gretchen Olivia
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