It’s time to embrace and Accept your Power.
I have been going through, experiencing, witnessing an absolute shit show over the last year.
I watched my Mother’s Mind, Body and Soul deteriorate and pass away from cancer.
I’ve witnessed and watched grown adults steal, take, lie, cheat and manipulate to get what they want.
PEOPLE ARE MEANT TO BE LOVED. THINGS ARE MEANT TO BE USED.
It’s felt like I have been standing here in a burning building where everyone keeps racing in to take things, take anything that isn’t nailed down, to wanting the lightbulbs out of the sockets and they don’t do anything at all to help me make it out of this fire.
I’ve repeatedly been told that I am too sensitive, that I am being difficult, that I am the one causing all the problems for everyone else when I set a boundary or say No.
I have lived with my Mother most of my life and in this house 24 years. Ever since my dad walked out when I was 15 years old, I’ve been the second adult in the house.
I’ve been the caretaker, the nurturer, the Mother, the scape goat, giving literally everything in me to people who would absolutely have not and will not ever do the same for me.
I am currently on disability and receive money every month, it’s definitely not enough to live on or afford rent. It’s also something I have felt immense shame about for the last 13 years.
That I had to get therapy, go in and out of psychiatric care, receive help and financial assistance because I literally could not keep a traditional full time job and afford to live on my own.
It’s something people around me have used as a weapon against me and way to control me. It’s been a deep internal struggle with shame that’s held me back from many opportunities and relationships in my life.
Over the last year, I’ve really not been able to hold space for people, for sessions, to grow and expand like the Universe, God, wants us too.
I feel many of us are being faced with these greater and greater challenges.
To help us move, to help us grow, to help us see what is coming with us into our New Earth Reality and what and WHO is being left behind in the old.
Through all of this chaos, the projections, the hexes, spell work, the Spiritual Warfare, the trials and tribulations I have faced in the past 16 years with Pluto in Capricorn, I know without a shadow of doubt this has all been happening FOR me.
This has all been helping me release and face deep fears, deep trauma, deep festering wounds.
This has all been supporting me and my growth, even in moments of doubt, Spirit lifts me up and says NO you will not spiral, you will not fall.
My Eye, my Gifts, have been opened, because my HEART has been OPENED.
I keep allowing the pain, the rage, the anger, the shame, the emotions that I had stuffed down since childhood to RISE UP and OUT of my body.
I keep tuning within, I keep tuning into GOD.
I keep the faith, I keep surrendering, I keep finding and being myself.
I keep going deeper and deeper into my heart, feeling the immense courage rise up within me.
The well of strength that is GOD.
GOD. CREATOR. SOURCE. UNIVERSE. SOPHIA CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS.
Whatever you like to call it.
You reading this knows what that is.
What it is to unlock that door within your heart.
To face the demons lurking in the shadows and say NO.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
I will not operate from this pain, from this trauma.
I will not pass this pain or this trauma onto another.
I see you too, I see you doing this inner work too and I applaud you.
I am choosing to celebrate my gifts.
Celebrate my sensitives.
Celebrate that YES I am in tune with my Divine Feminine Oracle.
Celebrate that almost every fucking time someone called me a liar, doubted me, told me I was wrong, I WAS ACTUALLY RIGHT.
Celebrate this feeling of liberation, coming out of the closet I put myself in and allowed others to lock the door.
Forgiving myself for allowing this because the deeper truth was that I didn’t know there was another way.
I was told, I was programmed, I was traumatized into believing, like everyone here on Earth, that this was the way to do things.
There was only ONE path to take, the path of misery, of suffering, of sacrificing yourself for others, of continuously shaming and berating ourselves.
The time to forge new paths is NOW.
What path will you take?
Will you take the familiar hell over the unfamiliar heaven?
Will you make choices from your pain? From your trauma? From your fears?
Will you decide enough is enough?
Will you choose LOVE?
Will you choose to expand?
Will you choose to operate from the healed, whole, compassionate version of you that exists within yourself?
We are approaching a major deadline.
You will find doors being slammed shut, for the path backwards will no longer be operational.
Doors slamming shut to people having access to you!
Doors slamming shut to things, people and places that are no longer serving you or your highest and greatest good.
DIVINE INTERVENTION is at play.
This is a time of Miracles.
This is a time to witness a spectacular show of unraveling.
Unplugging from the noise and tuning into Peace, Joy, Prosperity for ALL.
This November is the PLOT TWIST we have all been waiting for.
THE EVENT is at hand.
There is no more sitting in God’s Waiting room.
This is a time of building and remembering your inner strength and reclaiming your POWER.
The Dragon is a representation of our greatest Ancient Power.
The power of the Womb, of the Mother.
The power of the Earth, the physical, the matter.
The Matrix has fallen.
The physical is catching up to the Spiritual.
We have ALL seen the signs.
You feel the stirring of your Soul.
We are about to exhale, for we have been holding our breaths for too long.
The time to come alive, is now.
The time to follow your JOY is NOW.
The time to refuel, rest, replenish and GET BACK UP, is NOW.
I know you are weary, you are restless, you are READY.
Take a deep breath and exhale.
Much love and blessings to you dear one on your path, for we walk this path together, we forge these new paths together, that is what the Age of Aquarius is ALL ABOUT.
I choose not to be silenced anymore.
Gretchen Olivia Bouchard
Lotus Frequency Oracle
Light Language Priestess
AH VEI BEI
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